Time Away….

Just a note to pass along that mommy and I are busy with life and I do not have much to report.  Hope everyone had a good mommy’s day and is behaving.


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My Punishment Ritual

My mommy is having me write an essay on how I am punished as a test to see if I can control my naughty thoughts and not get excited when thinking about my spankings.   Mommy normally test me at least once a day by saying things that she knows can make it stand up and if it does I get my butt whipped.   Anyway on to the essay…

Normally when I’m about to be punished, I’m sitting naked from the waist down, indian style facing my mommy.  I hate to sit there while I get a talking too about the rule I’ve broken or the behavior that led to me needing to be punished.  Even though most of my spankings are for it standing up while having naughty thoughts about spanking, which is not allowed, I get a lot of whippings for other things too, like not making my  bed, lying (which I try to avoid), not thinking before I say things, not doing my chores among other things.

Mommy tries to find out why I broke the rule or what led to the behavior.   She scolds me and tells me what is going to happen.   If she sees any sign of naughtiness she reminds me of what happens if I get excited.  She also has me go get a wet rag.  Sometimes she slaps me across my face several times.

When she is ready she will pull me by the ear or tell me to stand up.  If I’m excited, normally she’ll make me stand in front of her a little bit longer which is so embarrassing.   If it is standing up, that means I’ve just made it worse and will be getting another spanking after that one.

Then mommy bends me over her lap.  It’s embarrassing enough being over my mommy’s lap bare butt but it double and triples if I’m excited cause its touching her and I feel so ashamed.  Making this worse is getting my butt wiped down with the wet rag.  Both because I know its going to hurt worse and if she takes a while doing it, makes me having naughty feelings.

Once my bottom is nice and wet, my mommy will either start right away or let me sit there a few moments and think about it which is so embarrassing.  Mommy mostly uses a belt but sometimes I get a switch or electric cord.  Mommy whips my butt from anywhere from 2 minutes to several minutes and if I’ve been really bad it can go  three or four hours with small breaks sitting on my bare bottom in front of her in between being over her knee.  I’m not to ever put my hands back and I also kick and squirm alot, it hurts so much when I get a spanking.

When she is done with my spanking, I’m expected to write a journal to help me learn what I did wrong and how I can fix it all the while sitting still on the hard floor to further my punishment.   I’m also to say thank you.  Sometimes after my spanking I get slapped across my face several times which really hurt and are embarrassing.  At this point, I’m normally never excited.  Sometimes I’m to put my butt on display and stand in the corner.

If its the second spanking I’ve gotten, that means we are going to repeat the process all over again at bedtime.  It is very embarrassing writing about how I am spanked knowing other people will read it and I think that was also part of the reason for my mommy having me do it.

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Help Me Improve!

Help me and my mommy improve the content here.   Please leave feedback.   I’ve had dramatic increase in traffic and it is kind of neat (and embarrassing).  When i started,  we did not focus too much on appearance or structure because it was mainly intended to be a storage for my essays rather than any public observation point.  Either way, we’d love to hear from people visiting   


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My Rules.

This is an essay about the rules I have t follow.  Not following them will end up with me getting my bare butt whipped with a belt

1. When inside the house with or with out my mommy,  I’m to not have any thing on from the waist down.   I have this rule mainly to remind me of how much of a little boy I still am.  When I learn to be a big boy mommy will let me wear pants.  Mommy also  keeps me bare butt to keep an on my privates when she is talking about spanking or punishing me so she can see  when I’m being naughty and sticking up.

2.  I’m am to do my chores before doing anything, no if, and’s or but’s  and when I’m done, I’m to spend time in the corner to make sure I forget anything.

A list of my chores:

a. My bed is to be made at all times i’m not in it.

b. I’m to clean my room after I wake up and when I come home.

c. I’m to take out the trash and do the dishes every morning and evening.

d. I’m to do laundry every weekend.

3.  I’m not to talk back to mommy or tell her no when she tells me to do something.

4. I’m to shave every other day.   Not sure about my big boy hair.

5.  I’m not to lie to my mommy.

7. I’m not to get excited thinking about spankings or when mommy talks about whipping me.

8. I’m to do a journal out loud right after my spanking, saying what happend, why I was spanked, what i learned and what I’m going to do to change.   i’m also to thank my mommy for punishing me.

9.  I’m to be in bed by 8PM every night.

10.  If I get more two or more spankings in day, I get a bed time spanking.

11.  I’m not to put my hands on my bare bottom ever.

12. I’m to do one essay a week so everyone who reads knows about how I naughty I am and how much i need to be punished.

13. I’m never to play with my privates with out my mommies permission.

Some of my rules are very embarrassing and mommies says they are that way on purpose to I’ll learn better.   My mommy is very strict cause she loves me and wants me to learn how to be a big boy.   I will learn to follow the rules and do as I’m told.

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Getting My Butt Tore Up for a Bunch of Things

I woke up this morning with it standing up.   Mommy put me in the corner to let me think about it and then bent me over and whipped my little butt to remind me what a real spanking feels like so I’ll learn not to have naughty thoughts when I am thinking about my spankings.

Once I calmed down we started talking about my chores and I said they were done but forgot I still needed to vacuum.   So I messed up and lied to my mommy again.  I spoke right away when mommy asked instead of thinking about what I wanted to say.  Mommy wet my bottom, pulled me over her lap and whipped my butt hard for lying to her.   Then I got my naughty butt stood in the corner.

After my nap me and mommy were talking and we decided I needed to be reminded of what I had coming to tonight because I’ve been so bad.   She took the rag, wet my bottom, bent me over and wore my butt out.  She stopped and I thought it was over when she asked me if I was going to learn to behave….I answered and she bent me back over and spanked me some more.   When she was done, I’m supposed to make my bed but I forgot, so she immediately bent my butt back over and tore it up again.


I was a very bad little boy today and mommy made sure that I will be sitting on a sore bottom all week.  My bottom is welted up and I learned my lesson.

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Being bad with out my mommies supervision

It’s been awhile since I had time to talk to  mommy about anything.   I’ve been real busy and so has she but it finally caught up to me when we talked this morning.  She had found out that I was not always doing my chores and was having naughty thoughts about spankings again.

While we were talking mommy made me feel real ashamed as she purposely got me excited while talking about how she was going to spank my butt that evening.   Mommy wanted me to suffer all day thinking about my punishment to come.  She told me she was going to blister my butt till I could not sit among a few other remarks that made me feel naughty inside.


When I got home, I pulled my pants down and bared my butt like little boys are supposed to do in my house.   I hurried up and did my chores, or most of them and went and found mommy.   I told her my chores were done, not relizing I was lying to my mommy.  She quickly found out as she asked me some questions.   So not only was I going to get a my butt spanked for being bad for the last three week, now i was going to get it tore up for lying and not doing my chores.

Mommy whipped my butt all afternoon and evening, every so often making me sit and think about how bad I am.   She made me wet my bottom and bend over the bed and I got whipped iwth the belt over and over again until I can hardly sit.

Mommy also smacked me across my face alot.   I was a very bad boy and I know better.  I will learn to behave and mind my mommy.   When we dont have time to talk to each other, I will do as I’m supposed to.  This is why I need my mommy because I’m still a little boy who needs supervision and to be reminded of how to behave.   My mommy reminds me all the time with the belt across my bare butt.

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What happens to bad little boys who lie.

What happens to bad little boys who lie.


Today I lied to my mommy.   I told her my chores were done when I forgot that I had laundry still to do.   Mommy showed me exactly what happens to little boys who lie.  Mommy spanked my butt until I could not take any more.


I should not lie to my mommy.   She is very nice and loves me and it’s very disrespectful for me to lie to her when she cares so much about me.  This is why she spanked me so long and hard.   My bottom was burning so bad and still is an hour later.  Mommy made me wash my mouth out with soap to help remind me not to lie again.  It tasted very icky and I felt very small .

I will not lie again or I know what will happen.  Good little boys tells their mommies the truth because its only get worse when I lie.   I was a very bad little boy and I learned a good lesson from my mommy today.

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